Coco Chanel

The Most courageous act is still to think of yourself . Aloud .

-Coco Chanel

UNFINISHED BUSINESS

WHEN THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS TO DO ,
                WHEN GIVING IN TO TEMPTATION 

 IS SO EASY AND WONDERFULLY NICE
                IT POKES U THAT & 

SOMEWHERE LINGERS IN UR MIND

THIS COMES WITH A HEAVY PRICE ........

THE WAITING GAME .....RAW

FROM THE LONG EVENING ALL ALONE ...
TO THE TALKS WHICH FLOWED ALL NIGHT LONG...
THE WAIT TO HEAR OUT THE VOWS...
THAT WAIT ...UNENDING WAIT ...
TILL THE CHIRP OF THE BIRDS AND CROWS...
TILL THE FIRST YAWN...
THE SHIMMERING LIGHT THROUGH THE CRACKS OF THE DOOR...
TELLING...HERE COMES DAWN

THE HOPE WITHOUT HOPE STILL PREVAILS ...
THE WARRIOR OF LOGIC LEAVES THE PRINCESS HOPE WITH HER WORRISOME MAIDS ...
AND PROWLS AROUND .......TO HOLD AT BAY

This blog suffered from the its own sibling for the following reason.

- anonymity sounds more believable
- it allowed to post everything written in the past with minimalistic editing

So far 2 persons identified me out there...
the cat and mouse game is always a joy

The Analysis

It all started when this my laptop become my diary and the lab for experimenting new programs.

writing dairy was extension to daily planning ....unraveling the twisted and intermingled thoughts was easier with jotting them down .The collection of the writing was a notebook ...treasure which many times came to my rescue.Reading the past self notes make us realize how the horizons were extending..

But only one question remained .How to preserve it only for self ? or in more general terms privacy ?!!

the laptop came handy and One-note made me another fan of Microsoft. password locked pages contains more of me than ever written.
the memoirs , the daily happenings , reminiscence , childhood beliefs , etc ...

introduction to blog at the same time was nice , but the change was disturbing in some manner ....

dairy is personal , every effort to view its content without permission was fought fiercely ...

I believed that blog cannot substitute the daily dairy which is personal in nature.

writing blogs and dairy are not same in every essence ...but both will continue ...